HE SAID, MARIE, MARIE, HOLD ON TIGHT

And when we were children, staying at the archduke's,
My cousin's, he took me out on a sled,
And I was frightened. He said, Marie,
Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.
In the mountains, there you feel free.
I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter.

~ The Waste Land, "The Burial of The Dead", Eliot

Monday, March 03, 2008
beautiful
beautiful ithaca weather. i ran again today, right after class. i didn't actually need a sweatshirt, i could probably have just gone in shorts and a shirt, but that's ok. there's something about running past rapids in the sun and meeting other runners, the exchanges of good mornings and etc, that's wonderful. i'm actually really tired, i slept badly last night, yes i am crazy to go for hour-long runs thus. tomorrow is going to rain, which is good for me, cos the familiar ball-of-the-foot problem is back (yeah, i totally wonder why), and i need a sort of deterrent. i actually really want to go get myself a new pair of shoes but this week is so busy. the running keeps me from being stressed.

and on another note, i miss valentine place with an odd sense of homesick. i hadn't felt this way last term, i resented the familiarity of valentine, the oppressiveness. i forgot about the familiarity till i went back to clear up the last of my shit last week. i'll go back to stay this weekend, perhaps. this crazy moving around resembles some metonymic displacement of desire--like i've been transferring the longing for home from one person to another person to another place to another city to another place, till i no longer know what is it i long for or seek.

[publishing] Publishers Weekly . Dystel & Goderich . New York Center for Independent Publishing . Association of American University Presses . Society of Children's Book Writers and Illustrators

[people] clarisse . nurul . aunty zarina (ummi's bakery) . jeremy . pak . cyril . softblow . karen & kenny (booksactually) . eric . joel .

[other loves] digitaljournalist . ballet dictionary . poetshouse . urbanwordnyc

[me] dawn, singapore, new york city, ithaca.

[yesterday] so sweet, and so cold
the raven
science and biology
i try to say goodbye and i choke
sunday brunch at the carriage house! and homemade ...
metaphors
fridays, at the public service center
learning things
clothes announcements
sleeping animals

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