HE SAID, MARIE, MARIE, HOLD ON TIGHT

And when we were children, staying at the archduke's,
My cousin's, he took me out on a sled,
And I was frightened. He said, Marie,
Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.
In the mountains, there you feel free.
I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter.

~ The Waste Land, "The Burial of The Dead", Eliot

Monday, August 18, 2008
it's been pure madness, and i have just moved into a new house. a new house--with garden and patio and driveway and kitchen and fireplace and all that jazz, and for really little money really, cos its far from school. i'm paying less than i paid in that mad co-op-with-14-sorority-girls house. but with all that stuff its a lot of work. if you have a garden overlooking mountains, you have to rake the leaves, you have to make sure you don't thread on poison ivy. with 4 pretty glass doors, you have to make sure you lock everything. with a car, you have to do stuff with the radiator and engine, and im just spending my days in shorts, cleaning the washer, driving to the mall to buy a vacuum cleaner, scrubbing, and i am all alone doing it cos my lame room mate is still in new york. (though it means i have dibs on the best furniture). paying your own electricity bills. last night i went out with one of the new freshmen from hwa chong, fetched her home (oh god, how did that happen? when did i become a driver? when did i become an adult), and was reminded how im done with all that politicking and easily-amused-ness. there is a gravestone outside my room--a big one and a small one, so i am guessing it's a mother and child. there are cicadas constantly singing. i have a day of more physical work for me.

Comments:
it sounds so beautiful. be careful not to turn into sylvia plath

-ruimin
i find that last sentence by ruimin hilarious! =)
anyway, love. go stomp on some leaves for me! -huggg-
remember, lemon slices boiled in a kettle takes rust away!
i promise not to turn into sylvia plath. in fact, i promise to be more plathesque than plath. watch out.

ok nurul, i will stomp on flowers, eat my vegetables, and buy geberras and play with cats. what the hell! the things i do for you. :)
oh my goodness, i totally meant to say "stomp on leaves" and not "stomp on flowers"-- it was seriously an honest mistake.
you see you see. youre turning into plath already. all this emo flower destruction. whats next?! a bee hive with hidden meanings in your frontyard?? -hugg-
ill send you a bag of tulips!

-tee
if only you could grow haggis, i would send a package over.

pak
i feel so safe having all these friends telling me what to do. in fact, all of your advice collectively put together and followed at the same time--boiling lemons, stomping leaves, cradling a bunch of tulips and growing haggis, would certainly make me a wonderful person, and i would only appear--just a little--strange. and hold on a minute--aren't haggis..stuffed intestines...? !
:)
technically, haggis is stuffed sheep's stomach. what its stuffed with is another matter...

and i want tulips too! though why in a bag. this is rather suspicious. they would look like onions. pls dont eat the tulips.

-nj
haggis is really awesome. i'm going to miss haggis.

pak


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