HE SAID, MARIE, MARIE, HOLD ON TIGHT

And when we were children, staying at the archduke's,
My cousin's, he took me out on a sled,
And I was frightened. He said, Marie,
Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.
In the mountains, there you feel free.
I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter.

~ The Waste Land, "The Burial of The Dead", Eliot

Sunday, January 13, 2008
travelling
i'm packing up again, leaving this house. moving to the house up the hill. packing and touching old things. it's a bit like grief.

new york was playing with genies with leon, like children. i thought someone was knocking at the door. it's the wind, leon said. he seemed really faraway and small. i'm scared, i told him. don't sleep yet, wait till it goes away, he said. i'll stay up till you get to sleep. like walking someone home, i said. i left new york yesterday, after chasing cars in jersey. goodbye old brother, i said to leon, write me.

travelling with a guitar is like travelling with a friend. kalmaljee was in front of me, pure coincidence. the bus driver made conversation over guitars and nursery rhymes and childhood. we were in the catskill mountains. ithaca via binghamton. new york state is beautiful and disarming in the darkness. i thought about stories in the dark: a woman sewing scarves out of tears, children playing broken telephone, a dying goldfish. i finally got in at valentine place. ithaca seems smaller than i remembered it as, after the flying. will stay here for the last couple of nights before i leave again.

[publishing] Publishers Weekly . Dystel & Goderich . New York Center for Independent Publishing . Association of American University Presses . Society of Children's Book Writers and Illustrators

[people] clarisse . nurul . aunty zarina (ummi's bakery) . jeremy . pak . cyril . softblow . karen & kenny (booksactually) . eric . joel .

[other loves] digitaljournalist . ballet dictionary . poetshouse . urbanwordnyc

[me] dawn, singapore, new york city, ithaca.

[yesterday] packed
beauty world
slowness
signed my contract for 308 wait avenue in ithaca, ...
the reality
cups
dog days
running towards
strong arms
thought

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