HE SAID, MARIE, MARIE, HOLD ON TIGHT

And when we were children, staying at the archduke's,
My cousin's, he took me out on a sled,
And I was frightened. He said, Marie,
Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.
In the mountains, there you feel free.
I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter.

~ The Waste Land, "The Burial of The Dead", Eliot

Monday, January 21, 2008
the love of good things
yesterday, speaking across many rivers, i said goodbye to a best friend--we're promising to be still until we meet again, and then re-evaluating the situation during christmas. it's the stuff of games and dreams--two bears playing hide-and-seek. i'll stay here, count to 300, go and hide, we'll meet at the foot of the hill. i messed up the goodbye by getting angry, for no reason, really. he tasked me to pick up sticks and build myself a good tent in the field, so no harm would come to me. i got mad, i said, i can look after myself. he got extremely sad. i can't ever love this part of you, he said. i can't love that part of myself, either. i intend to hide till it's time to surface again. in the time spent counting to 300, i intend to get over my fear of the dark and other monsters. i'll hunt out ducks and geese in the field, maybe we'll be able to sit by the fire and i'll cook a pot of golden things for both of us. the meal might not be romantic, it might be laced with sadness even, sadness, and ultimately the love of one another, and the love of good things. all the best for your exams, and keep warm.

[publishing] Publishers Weekly . Dystel & Goderich . New York Center for Independent Publishing . Association of American University Presses . Society of Children's Book Writers and Illustrators

[people] clarisse . nurul . aunty zarina (ummi's bakery) . jeremy . pak . cyril . softblow . karen & kenny (booksactually) . eric . joel .

[other loves] digitaljournalist . ballet dictionary . poetshouse . urbanwordnyc

[me] dawn, singapore, new york city, ithaca.

[yesterday] from spain, from singapore, with love.
train stops
apples and milk
the girl and the mirror
travelling
packed
beauty world
slowness
signed my contract for 308 wait avenue in ithaca, ...
the reality

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