HE SAID, MARIE, MARIE, HOLD ON TIGHT

And when we were children, staying at the archduke's,
My cousin's, he took me out on a sled,
And I was frightened. He said, Marie,
Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.
In the mountains, there you feel free.
I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter.

~ The Waste Land, "The Burial of The Dead", Eliot

Friday, January 25, 2008
deja vu
the strangest thing in the kitchen today. amanda asked, "wanna join me for running outside?" i sputter, because it is negative zero. and i sputter again. something in my mind snaps--really snaps--because i suddenly remember the memory of a dream. yes, once i had a dream, where someone told me to run out in the cold. i was not in ithaca, i don't even think i was in new york. yet the dream was distinctly wintry, distinctly one of upstate ny. i can't even begin to describe how intense that feel of deja vu was. i'm lousier with words these days--probably because i have so many words and different languages to manage these days. the scariest realisation i have come to is the realisation of the book as an academic object or commercial product. this either means i am growing up, or growing old.

[publishing] Publishers Weekly . Dystel & Goderich . New York Center for Independent Publishing . Association of American University Presses . Society of Children's Book Writers and Illustrators

[people] clarisse . nurul . aunty zarina (ummi's bakery) . jeremy . pak . cyril . softblow . karen & kenny (booksactually) . eric . joel .

[other loves] digitaljournalist . ballet dictionary . poetshouse . urbanwordnyc

[me] dawn, singapore, new york city, ithaca.

[yesterday] early mornings are full of ache. i intend to nurtu...
the love of good things
from spain, from singapore, with love.
train stops
apples and milk
the girl and the mirror
travelling
packed
beauty world
slowness

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